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8月6日 Starting over...It has been more than a few days... It has been more than a few weeks (months), since I have visited my space (much less anyone else's). For what seems like an an entire chapter of my life, I had reached out and connected (right here) to some very kind and compassionate souls. I developed virtual friendships, that became more than virtual. Then in an instant I vanished, and I... for the lack of connection, abandoned people (real people) that had grown to mean much to me. I feel a sense of loss and guilt, and I can only share with you that I suddenly shifted the focus of my emotions to a more grounded, flesh and blood relationship. As relationships go... it takes a focus (re-focus) of emotion, considerable time, and as I was creating new commitments... I found myself not able to continue the same relationships in the same manner that I had known. The past experience of writing this blog was wonderful, and it was such a perfect conduit to my hidden soul. It was often (usually) not serious stuff that was the subject of my opinions, but it was the act of communicating what was important (even trivially), on a daily basis that in some way allowed me to find some part of myself that was missing. It made my experiences appear to me, to be important to others. This required that I question and examine my motives, hopes, dreams and desires. This blog will continue, as I plan to open myself up again in some manner. There are serious life issues and lessons that I will be confronting, and while I do not seek (nor ask for) approval, I think that if my words can lighten, brighten or inform one soul in a positive way, then it will be worth my time. If this allows me to find a more truthful self, then...
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